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This is by far one of the worst weeks of my life. I cant anymore. I have been sick for week. I probably have Mano! im can barly stand all i do all day is lay around.
Last night Adrian said he'll come over at 10 by 10:05 i stared calling him to see were he was it took me till 10:40 till he pick up his fone. You wonder he was he was at Tanas house the girl that i always get joulouse of because he always talks about her and spends time with her and stuff. Well he tells me that he sorry he didnt tell me hes NOT coming but he missed the last train and is spending the night at her house. It wasnt the fact that he slept over at her house it was the fact he didnt even call to say he wasnt coming and that he didnt pick up his cell fone. This Morning i though be a good girlfriend and call him. I took me 2 hours to get a hold of him. Finialy i did i was begging him to come how pathetic of me. Well he said he can't because his Grandparents are coming to get him in 30min. i told him if i had the strenght i would come he him and he said no im not alowed too. But then i relized that i need my stuff that he still had for School and told him 'ill ask my mom to drive me over soo i can pick up my stuff' He didnt like that idea and promise to be by my house at 12. Well its 12 15 and he showed up just to drop of my stuff, i mean maybe its me but hes diffrent something changed in him. Maybe its his love towards me. Maybe he does like Tana know. I dont know.
Im sorry im just rambeling on but i cant stop crying i donno why. Maybe cuz it takes me alot alot alot of strenght just to sit, maybe because im scared to loose the boy i love, maybe because i know if did I wouldnt make it, my heart wouldnt make it....
Kelly & Lindsay G. i hope you two had fun at Prom!! Hope your night was amazing.
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