A day off??!! time for coffee, laundry and update!
soooo... i have been working non stop at my new job.. I never thought id be working at this kind of place but, its a job for now and its paying me more than a mall job thats for sure. To be honest i like most of my coworkers at work and when im not dealing with uptight shoppers, me and the others are goofing around and gossiping like the rest of the world im sure :D Now i finally have a bit more money so this week im going to Carmen Carmen and getting and updated hairstyle thats needed. Havent had time or the care to improve my nonexistant social life at the moment but shortly i will start going out again, probably call up my cousin Shirley and her partner Danielle.. I miss them alot and i havent seen them in like a month. Time to go back on her boat and cruise around with other lesbians hee hee! Back in VA ive heard from friends Jeremiah, Justin and even Nick who wants me to come visit but have you looked at the gas prices?!! Fucking ridiculous and more produce and the price of milk and eggs and meat will go up again shortly. Guess that means ill just be consuming coffee and junk. Shyeah..need to get back on the working out wheel but ive just been in blah mode really. And at this time.. i have only spotted 3 hotties so far..pretty sad i must say.. so my social nightlife needs to bloom asap or whenever i have next off. Im still discovering new things around the Carolinas thats different from VA so its amusing, interesting for me. Im starting to write again, thanks to the secret spot i discovered on the nature trail that goes out on this peak right at the lake. Its like a painting when you go out there and very peaceful, its like mental yoga haha! seriously though. Lately ive been finding inner peace and even though ive become a little closed off from the world, now that im getting more comfortable with my new surroundings, im itching more and more out. Cant believe ill be 26 soon.. These past couple of years have gone by so quickly. Things and People/Friends that have been in and out of my life, such great impact. When im out at the lake by myself, i find myself recollecting all the great and sad memories, and neverthless that have build who i am or at least influenced me for who i am today. Its good to change, well not change because i will always be me for evolving i think is the more appropiate word. It sounds uplifting and i do feel this way. I have to start all over again here, and even though its sometimes leaving me with the thought what the fuck ive been here before.. this time ill do it better and right and ill be ready for the next step...Indeed. despite the gloomy weather i feel rather sunny. Okay thats it for now haha! think its time to change the laundry thankfully.