catch the breeze
Here i am at my desk at work, filled with the thought "why didnt i play hookie on this beautiful day??".. Well good news is that its already noon and im about to take my lunch, probably swing by starbucks, i need my coffee for the day. Oh and knowing my sister's bf is not going to be at our house is FABULOUS!! Now i can relax knowing that shit wont get broken and no more screams with arguments. And my sister is driving him down to Dave's today and shell be back monday/tuesday. So now i can really fix up the house, and the end results will be a clean house that smells lovely :D I have to bring more boxes from work home to continue packing as well. Man...i dont even know if ill be able to catch up everyone that wants to see me to at least say goodbye. I wont get to say goodbye to Nick, but perhaps its best to leave him this way.. With my phone situation and how it finally died and erased everyones numbers, the only way ill be in touch is if they contact me. And ill eventually have to change numbers as well. No worries whatever happens happens. I know there will only be a small handfull of friends who will actually keep in touch anyways but whatever. Everyone grows apart intentionally or unintentionally, and well all continue to live our lives regardless. Just sucks that those you want in your life like in the past, arent and the distance just makes sense and perhaps one day will change. Im only focusing on how beautiful it is outside and that everything is about to change. A year ago i would of been weary and hesistant, but now i just want to dive right in..Anyways perhaps i should take my lunch, and im still debating whether to dye my hair darkest brown, but everyone loves the red i have. If i could have it my way, i would have $1000 to spend on getting extensions and having gorgeous awesomely long and wavy hair, prefferably dark red or dark brown with red highlights. Note to self :dont ever buy a wig on line, cause it doesnt look exactly like what u see or doesnt fit the way you would think. Wish i coudl return that annoying wig haha!