hahaha
usually don't come online anymore so i am taking the opportunity to use microsoft money while taking 2 quizzes and updating my stupid livejournal. frustrated with myself lately because all i really care about is that i will love my future career, whatever that may be, but i seem to be submitting to the black hole that is southeast michigan and tacom. i'm thinking about becoming a technical writer/editor at tacom as a s.c.e.p. student so that tacom will pay for the rest of my college. THEN i will just specialize, without them knowing, in english and someday get my dream job as a literary journalist/marketer/public relations specialist, to select and advertise literature for a journal. that would be S W E E T. but if i want to do that i should probably talk to an advisor and see if tech writing/editing is good experience for that or if it is useless. i do not want to use my awesome writing ability to write "safety of use messages" for tactical vehicles. LOL wouldn't that be a joke, and wouldn't that totally shoot down everything i believe in--that i should do something meaningful with my life and play with ideas and write a book and shit.
i willllll write a book damn it and it will be good. i just have to be more organized with my thinking and construct a philosophy and maybe try to persuade people to be atheist.
so yeah, hopefully i will not become stuck as a tech-writer/editor for shithole tacom in smelly, dirty warren, but actually make something of myself.
have been doing the same old things lately, went to see the doobie brothers the other day and acted crazy, went to canada to see the awesome detroit fireworks yesterday and wasted 9 hours of my life to see sweet fireworks, drank a margarita with dinner, and found out that i, once again, have a thing for someone whom i find totally unmotivated, and used to and should find unattractive. i think i just like that he is not boring at all and actually crazy and the biggest weirdo i have ever seen. yet i continue to be a bitch and ditch him all the time so he probably doesn't worship me anymore. but that's probably a good thing because i like to be alone anyway, and if i'm not alone i should probably be with someone whom i can be intellectual with and talk about stupid shit.
i willllll write a book damn it and it will be good. i just have to be more organized with my thinking and construct a philosophy and maybe try to persuade people to be atheist.
so yeah, hopefully i will not become stuck as a tech-writer/editor for shithole tacom in smelly, dirty warren, but actually make something of myself.
have been doing the same old things lately, went to see the doobie brothers the other day and acted crazy, went to canada to see the awesome detroit fireworks yesterday and wasted 9 hours of my life to see sweet fireworks, drank a margarita with dinner, and found out that i, once again, have a thing for someone whom i find totally unmotivated, and used to and should find unattractive. i think i just like that he is not boring at all and actually crazy and the biggest weirdo i have ever seen. yet i continue to be a bitch and ditch him all the time so he probably doesn't worship me anymore. but that's probably a good thing because i like to be alone anyway, and if i'm not alone i should probably be with someone whom i can be intellectual with and talk about stupid shit.