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now that have a kazillion people looking at my every journal entry i feel like i sometimes have to hold back to what i write not expose myself to much but this was somethign i woudl like to put in here for my sake:.. i was talkign to an old friend today and he wanted to send this girl a ltr but wanted me to read it first i read i cried and now i post..
DEAR ___
Tonight I write of love to you. I know that in our course of 7 or 8 months we have been up and down and just about all around, but yet, through it all we still hold on - holding onto a dream that one day we will be happy together again like i think we were when we first met.I know a love like ours people often dream about; that's why I hold on. To ease my mind I need to know ... why do you still hold on? I know you nor I cannot change the past but work towards the future. I see in my future you and only you. You're my sunrise and sunset - my whole being of myself. You make my rainy day's seem happy and my sunny day's something to look forward to as I wake each day. I know I have yet to be perfect and maybe a little rough around the edges but I know that I can be all you want, desire, and need in a AD rain.
I am thankful we keep trying, for you are 1 of the most important people in my life and nothing will ever change that,sometimes i even feel as if you are my soul mate for all the things we manage to find we have in common. I love you so deeply that even words tonight cannot express them enough.
Love always,
____
isnt that just beautiful =\ a lot nicer ifit was towards me... i love the party i love the craziness the single life is awesome but at the end of the day i would like someone there to listen to it all some one to hug me and just make me feel like the greatest person on earth.. maybe i am an attention craving maniac lol but it's life and we all have our little wants and needs every so often just to make us feel a bit better about our selves.. a bit more togeather.
anyways this weekend was one of the funnest i have had in a while.. i went to state and although it looks extremely crummy outside inside it was FAB.. had great drink and only paid for 1 =) great jager (?) shot met a bunch of peeps saw random new and old faces and well just had tons of fun p.s. danced on tables with ray lol i got home earlier then wanted and went through my phone book and all my party people were gone i even called him for the insanity of it.. i don't know why i do it to myself =\ i really hoped to see him last night but didnt happen.. are they togeather again ? we don't talk so who knows...
and well today woke up feelign great and built our new home 4597456 in one gym and then went to the movies and saw the bourne supremacy.. pretty good.. love matt hated the factthat julia stiles was on for a total of 5 minutes
and well that's basically it at home now baout to go to bed have an EARLY morning tomm! hopefully i wake up EK!
school ends friday YAY.. then have a bunch of beach weeks ahead =) then off to school again this time with 30000 more people YAY lol
well i'm off to bed if i stay awake i keep on thinking =\ and we know that's not good
DEAR ___
Tonight I write of love to you. I know that in our course of 7 or 8 months we have been up and down and just about all around, but yet, through it all we still hold on - holding onto a dream that one day we will be happy together again like i think we were when we first met.I know a love like ours people often dream about; that's why I hold on. To ease my mind I need to know ... why do you still hold on? I know you nor I cannot change the past but work towards the future. I see in my future you and only you. You're my sunrise and sunset - my whole being of myself. You make my rainy day's seem happy and my sunny day's something to look forward to as I wake each day. I know I have yet to be perfect and maybe a little rough around the edges but I know that I can be all you want, desire, and need in a AD rain.
I am thankful we keep trying, for you are 1 of the most important people in my life and nothing will ever change that,sometimes i even feel as if you are my soul mate for all the things we manage to find we have in common. I love you so deeply that even words tonight cannot express them enough.
Love always,
____
isnt that just beautiful =\ a lot nicer ifit was towards me... i love the party i love the craziness the single life is awesome but at the end of the day i would like someone there to listen to it all some one to hug me and just make me feel like the greatest person on earth.. maybe i am an attention craving maniac lol but it's life and we all have our little wants and needs every so often just to make us feel a bit better about our selves.. a bit more togeather.
anyways this weekend was one of the funnest i have had in a while.. i went to state and although it looks extremely crummy outside inside it was FAB.. had great drink and only paid for 1 =) great jager (?) shot met a bunch of peeps saw random new and old faces and well just had tons of fun p.s. danced on tables with ray lol i got home earlier then wanted and went through my phone book and all my party people were gone i even called him for the insanity of it.. i don't know why i do it to myself =\ i really hoped to see him last night but didnt happen.. are they togeather again ? we don't talk so who knows...
and well today woke up feelign great and built our new home 4597456 in one gym and then went to the movies and saw the bourne supremacy.. pretty good.. love matt hated the factthat julia stiles was on for a total of 5 minutes
and well that's basically it at home now baout to go to bed have an EARLY morning tomm! hopefully i wake up EK!
school ends friday YAY.. then have a bunch of beach weeks ahead =) then off to school again this time with 30000 more people YAY lol
well i'm off to bed if i stay awake i keep on thinking =\ and we know that's not good