Hm.
Hello livejournal, and whoever actually reads it.
I'm really tired. My insomnia's been really bad as of late. I'm lucky if I get two hours a night. It's led to this awkward kind of half-asleep state for the past 3 straight days. I'm able to pull myself together for a few hours at a time but after that it's right back to the dead zone. Idk what's up with me.
I have no car now. The one I was using was my parents, and because I got a B- average instead of a B, my dad decided I don't deserve it anymore, even though I offered to pay the difference on the insurance bill. I had 4 solid B's, and one C+, and apparently that makes me a horrible, unmotivated person who has no right to anything in live, especially the ability to get from one place to another. And then they bitch about how I don't go anywhere. I'm like, gee, really? Funny, let me hop in my car....oh wait that's right the one I don't have any more.... :l They'll let me use it to get to work once I find employment, but that's it. Lame.
I can't decide whether or not I believe in God. I know I want to. I used to. I can't bring myself to though. Somewhere along the line I lost him and I just can't seem to get a hold of him again. I can't tell if I'm ok with that. Somehow, I don't think I am.
Me and Chris have been kinda eh lately. I'm hoping the summer will fix it. He gets home the 25th.
Thanks for listening. Goodnight.
I'm really tired. My insomnia's been really bad as of late. I'm lucky if I get two hours a night. It's led to this awkward kind of half-asleep state for the past 3 straight days. I'm able to pull myself together for a few hours at a time but after that it's right back to the dead zone. Idk what's up with me.
I have no car now. The one I was using was my parents, and because I got a B- average instead of a B, my dad decided I don't deserve it anymore, even though I offered to pay the difference on the insurance bill. I had 4 solid B's, and one C+, and apparently that makes me a horrible, unmotivated person who has no right to anything in live, especially the ability to get from one place to another. And then they bitch about how I don't go anywhere. I'm like, gee, really? Funny, let me hop in my car....oh wait that's right the one I don't have any more.... :l They'll let me use it to get to work once I find employment, but that's it. Lame.
I can't decide whether or not I believe in God. I know I want to. I used to. I can't bring myself to though. Somewhere along the line I lost him and I just can't seem to get a hold of him again. I can't tell if I'm ok with that. Somehow, I don't think I am.
Me and Chris have been kinda eh lately. I'm hoping the summer will fix it. He gets home the 25th.
Thanks for listening. Goodnight.