how long will i
i've discovered mary lambert on spotify today. all the feels. D8
in a little less than two weeks i've been to three doctors, with another appointment on thursday and another to make for later this month. doctors offices are depressing and incredibly awkward. does anyone ever have a good time at the doctor's? ._.
i'm not feeling any better since we haven't really narrowed anything down, but we are on the way. most signs point to something autoimmune related, which means i should just live in a bubble. i could write from my bubble. as long as i have wi-fi to upload what i'm working on, a bubble would work just fine. i can adapt!
besides all the yucky medical stuff, i started taking an ASL class for this semester. it's something to do that's new and requires my mind to work. it's been really fun so far. today i learned how to sign colors, shapes, opposites, some verbs, and commands. i'm proud to say that i'm actually not too bad at picking this all up! :D i was worried i would epic fail all over the place, but i'm getting the hang of everything without crying. XD
there is one month until the new season of SPN (oh god) and a month and a half until chicon (eek!). i'm not sure i can handle all the feels. ;w;
i've been listening to a lot of janis joplin, foghat, and queen recently. yes, still on that queen kick. the classic rock station on spotify is addictive. i tuned into the pop ballads one and augh there are so many songs i want to incorporate into everything. damn this writers block!
we're supposed to get some storms in tonight and tomorrow. we didn't lose power like many did out here last week, thank goodness, but i do love a good storm. it's good writing weather. well, if i could write. >->
okay, back to editing things and replying to a few folks on AO3 and email that i haven't got to. <3
in a little less than two weeks i've been to three doctors, with another appointment on thursday and another to make for later this month. doctors offices are depressing and incredibly awkward. does anyone ever have a good time at the doctor's? ._.
i'm not feeling any better since we haven't really narrowed anything down, but we are on the way. most signs point to something autoimmune related, which means i should just live in a bubble. i could write from my bubble. as long as i have wi-fi to upload what i'm working on, a bubble would work just fine. i can adapt!
besides all the yucky medical stuff, i started taking an ASL class for this semester. it's something to do that's new and requires my mind to work. it's been really fun so far. today i learned how to sign colors, shapes, opposites, some verbs, and commands. i'm proud to say that i'm actually not too bad at picking this all up! :D i was worried i would epic fail all over the place, but i'm getting the hang of everything without crying. XD
there is one month until the new season of SPN (oh god) and a month and a half until chicon (eek!). i'm not sure i can handle all the feels. ;w;
i've been listening to a lot of janis joplin, foghat, and queen recently. yes, still on that queen kick. the classic rock station on spotify is addictive. i tuned into the pop ballads one and augh there are so many songs i want to incorporate into everything. damn this writers block!
we're supposed to get some storms in tonight and tomorrow. we didn't lose power like many did out here last week, thank goodness, but i do love a good storm. it's good writing weather. well, if i could write. >->
okay, back to editing things and replying to a few folks on AO3 and email that i haven't got to. <3