Jul 15, 2003 01:09
so..i get a phone call from my mom who is missing and says shes in Penn. Why I ask? Cuz my uncle is dying wiht brain cancer. So after i pick myself up off the floor. She explains hown i have to go there and say my goodbyes. Saying he has about 3 years to live, and thats if he makes it through the surgery. So I go there to say goodbye to my 24 year old uncle. And thats where I have been the past couple of days. BUt good news!hes not dead. and he made it. and its cancer but not too bad of cancer.Its treatable.they say 3-5 years i think he can go longer. im just trying to be happy here.
im sad. I'm lonely. and my uncle just told me some stuff i realized. alot of things i messed up. Alot of things i wish i could fix. And i go through this about once a year. But its so different this time. like..my life..had explanations to it.finally.all those bumps in the road really did change everything.and that its okay to make mistakes.the only thing that sucks is i made alot of big ones.or maybe just one reallll big one.and i wish i could fix it.
I <3 my uncle eric...forever
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