so tired of it all!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i have so much aggression and anger build up its just not even funny. im so tired of people being so god damn selfish and not thinking about other people. there are too many people in my life that our like this and i have to constantly ask my self why they are still in my life. i dont want to be around people like that.
i went to athens this weekend. (i am hopefully transferring to UGA next year)
but being there and everything made me really want to go and then at the same time wonder if it is the right move. there are so many factors that makes it such a good decision and then there are parts about it i am so unsure of. i just really need to think about what would be best for ME and not other people- for once.
the weekend was good for the most part. the last night i was there is a different story.
i mean i just still dont understand!! and talking to wesley just made me madder and madder about the whole situation. how can someone treat someone like that. its horrible and i feel so bad that i got him in trouble for something like that -- i do feel like that is my fault -- he just went kinda along for the ride. i got everyone involved in that when i was the only person that really wanted to go. cuz i really wanted to see kayla. but she knew that i was going. i just dont understand it at all. and no one should feel bad and think they are a sucky friend --
some people just need to look at everything around them and actually APPRICIATE the things people do for them.
i never get a recall back and i can name a handful of people that get calls. i mean where was my call on my birthday!? you have the time to tell me on facebook happy birthday but not a phone call. dont get mad at people for doing so mething like that to you when you do the exact same thing.
and i fully appriciate the NO thank you for coming
and for the present
im so fucking tired of it all.
grrr. im done venting.
the end
i have so much aggression and anger build up its just not even funny. im so tired of people being so god damn selfish and not thinking about other people. there are too many people in my life that our like this and i have to constantly ask my self why they are still in my life. i dont want to be around people like that.
i went to athens this weekend. (i am hopefully transferring to UGA next year)
but being there and everything made me really want to go and then at the same time wonder if it is the right move. there are so many factors that makes it such a good decision and then there are parts about it i am so unsure of. i just really need to think about what would be best for ME and not other people- for once.
the weekend was good for the most part. the last night i was there is a different story.
i mean i just still dont understand!! and talking to wesley just made me madder and madder about the whole situation. how can someone treat someone like that. its horrible and i feel so bad that i got him in trouble for something like that -- i do feel like that is my fault -- he just went kinda along for the ride. i got everyone involved in that when i was the only person that really wanted to go. cuz i really wanted to see kayla. but she knew that i was going. i just dont understand it at all. and no one should feel bad and think they are a sucky friend --
some people just need to look at everything around them and actually APPRICIATE the things people do for them.
i never get a recall back and i can name a handful of people that get calls. i mean where was my call on my birthday!? you have the time to tell me on facebook happy birthday but not a phone call. dont get mad at people for doing so mething like that to you when you do the exact same thing.
and i fully appriciate the NO thank you for coming
and for the present
im so fucking tired of it all.
grrr. im done venting.
the end