just emotional...
Rain, rain, go away, come again another day. All the world is waiting for the sun...
i really think i've been running myself ragged. two years ago, i had this weird illness that caused me to randomly burst into coughing fits at the weirdest times. and there was nothing behind the coughs. it was all just air. so, yea, that's happening again. i don't like it.
also, my schedule has been crazy. i took a shift for a friend yesterday, so i've worked Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. plus school. plus Koinonia. Megan, i think i more or less understand your schedule now. someone kill me. lol. so, i have to get up early tomorrow and Wednesday and be at school for Koinonia at 7:15 each day... joy... oh, and to top it all off, yesterday, the pants that i wear to work just randomly broke. the zipper broke, i mean. i got them zipped up a little more than halfway and then it just wouldn't go up or down and it kind of pissed me off. so i have to go get new pants. i'm frustrated. i'm at the point where i'm like, "okay, when the hell am i going to have the time to go GET new pants, people??" really.
i'm still excited for the year, though, despite all the running around and shit. for one, my car might be perfectly fine, so that's like $1600 OFF of my mind, thank God. however, i have to take the SATs... probably in October... and i have to figure out financial aid for college... otherwise i pay a total of $13,138. undoable. not happening. that's at least three times the tuition of Concordia and we're getting financial aid for that.
okay, i'm starting to cough so hard that my throat's quickly becoming raw, so i'm going to try to be short...
Megan-- i love you. even if it wasn't just the two of us hanging out last night, i still had fun. and i'm glad you liked my uncle's letter to Bush... and cheer up... no more Friday night specials for a MONTH!!
Matt M.-- okay, so you can be an ass. but then you're suddenly helpful, doing every damn taco top that i get... what the heck? seriously, man, i care about you. i just wish that you could be the sweet Matt that you rarely show. it pisses me off that you're not like that all the time... but ya know, everyone's mood changes... yours just does a little too quick for my taste...
Michelle-- seriously. it takes more energy to be so dramatic than it does to be emotional. you used to be so nice to me. what happened? what did i do to you? i'd really like to know so i can try to fix it...
Joe S.-- ooooh, buddy you OWE me for covering your shift. never again. last night sucked. i got hit in the friggin face with a lid. grrr. because i covered your shift. argh.
Matt A.-- you looked so sad tonight. you barely smiled. it really made me want to cry. you wouldn't even sing for me. i wish you would have at least admitted that something was bugging you right away... it worried me when you weren't at least smiling. you really looked hurt... mad... upset... ready to kill someone... all of the above... i wish you knew that i care about you.
Jamie (my ITR buddy) --omg. i miss you. and i'll be going to the Chicago show. on Ike's birthday. oh, yea. man, we need to talk more... lol. i know i never IM you... i'm sorry...
Lauren (my Ball State buddy)-- OCTOBER 8TH!!! it's a Saturday and i don't know what i'd have to do to go see you... but i think it'd be really cool to hang out... remember, La Bamba's...
anyway, i think that's all for tonight... i need to go get some sleep, i have school tomorrow. Koinonia at 7:15. ugh. goodnight.
peace.
Holly
i really think i've been running myself ragged. two years ago, i had this weird illness that caused me to randomly burst into coughing fits at the weirdest times. and there was nothing behind the coughs. it was all just air. so, yea, that's happening again. i don't like it.
also, my schedule has been crazy. i took a shift for a friend yesterday, so i've worked Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. plus school. plus Koinonia. Megan, i think i more or less understand your schedule now. someone kill me. lol. so, i have to get up early tomorrow and Wednesday and be at school for Koinonia at 7:15 each day... joy... oh, and to top it all off, yesterday, the pants that i wear to work just randomly broke. the zipper broke, i mean. i got them zipped up a little more than halfway and then it just wouldn't go up or down and it kind of pissed me off. so i have to go get new pants. i'm frustrated. i'm at the point where i'm like, "okay, when the hell am i going to have the time to go GET new pants, people??" really.
i'm still excited for the year, though, despite all the running around and shit. for one, my car might be perfectly fine, so that's like $1600 OFF of my mind, thank God. however, i have to take the SATs... probably in October... and i have to figure out financial aid for college... otherwise i pay a total of $13,138. undoable. not happening. that's at least three times the tuition of Concordia and we're getting financial aid for that.
okay, i'm starting to cough so hard that my throat's quickly becoming raw, so i'm going to try to be short...
Megan-- i love you. even if it wasn't just the two of us hanging out last night, i still had fun. and i'm glad you liked my uncle's letter to Bush... and cheer up... no more Friday night specials for a MONTH!!
Matt M.-- okay, so you can be an ass. but then you're suddenly helpful, doing every damn taco top that i get... what the heck? seriously, man, i care about you. i just wish that you could be the sweet Matt that you rarely show. it pisses me off that you're not like that all the time... but ya know, everyone's mood changes... yours just does a little too quick for my taste...
Michelle-- seriously. it takes more energy to be so dramatic than it does to be emotional. you used to be so nice to me. what happened? what did i do to you? i'd really like to know so i can try to fix it...
Joe S.-- ooooh, buddy you OWE me for covering your shift. never again. last night sucked. i got hit in the friggin face with a lid. grrr. because i covered your shift. argh.
Matt A.-- you looked so sad tonight. you barely smiled. it really made me want to cry. you wouldn't even sing for me. i wish you would have at least admitted that something was bugging you right away... it worried me when you weren't at least smiling. you really looked hurt... mad... upset... ready to kill someone... all of the above... i wish you knew that i care about you.
Jamie (my ITR buddy) --omg. i miss you. and i'll be going to the Chicago show. on Ike's birthday. oh, yea. man, we need to talk more... lol. i know i never IM you... i'm sorry...
Lauren (my Ball State buddy)-- OCTOBER 8TH!!! it's a Saturday and i don't know what i'd have to do to go see you... but i think it'd be really cool to hang out... remember, La Bamba's...
anyway, i think that's all for tonight... i need to go get some sleep, i have school tomorrow. Koinonia at 7:15. ugh. goodnight.
peace.
Holly