the fear
After a particularly troubled A Level period, I decided to never again let myself be caught by THE FEAR. I mean, after all, they're only exams, right? The situation in my head has remained thus for four years. Four years of pain free, stress free existence. Alas, all has come to an end. Today, I caught THE FEAR. It has grasped my very core and will not go. The shaking has started as have the feelings of inadequacy as have the incoherent ramblings to which you, dear reader, are now a part of. This time next week I will have finished my first exam. The thought alone makes me want to cry quite a lot really. Oh, for first year and one hour of revision per exam. I cannot take it anymore. It is safe to say I will be unavailable for some time.