depressoin
I have realized, ever since someone left me, I havent been able to be me. He took a part of me I can never get back. Thats why I like that other person, so I dont really like you. Its because he took something i will never have again.
Thats why I have been depressed, and that why I have gained weight. I am not the Ang i use to be. Nor will I ever be again, which Im not happy about, because I miss the old me.
Another thing is I realized I do only care about myslef, I am a selfish little bitch. Then I realized thats why I cant find anyone, becuase Im not a good person.
So Im totally going to try and be a person who thinks of other people and a person who is skinny and cares and a person who can have what I had before. Which is hope, and love and to be able to stick with what I want.
Guys, if you can help me please do it. Show me you guys are here. Im serious, I am really upset right now.
Oh yeah, its been 5 months since my gramma passed. And now I wonder why it all hit me all at once. Its been 5 months since I seen her and kissed her and held her close. I miss her and love her. I want her to come back from her vacation. Becuase she really didnt die. she is still here.
Ok guys, send some love please.
xoxo
<33
Love,
Ang
Thats why I have been depressed, and that why I have gained weight. I am not the Ang i use to be. Nor will I ever be again, which Im not happy about, because I miss the old me.
Another thing is I realized I do only care about myslef, I am a selfish little bitch. Then I realized thats why I cant find anyone, becuase Im not a good person.
So Im totally going to try and be a person who thinks of other people and a person who is skinny and cares and a person who can have what I had before. Which is hope, and love and to be able to stick with what I want.
Guys, if you can help me please do it. Show me you guys are here. Im serious, I am really upset right now.
Oh yeah, its been 5 months since my gramma passed. And now I wonder why it all hit me all at once. Its been 5 months since I seen her and kissed her and held her close. I miss her and love her. I want her to come back from her vacation. Becuase she really didnt die. she is still here.
Ok guys, send some love please.
xoxo
<33
Love,
Ang