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I downloaded a bunch of soundtracks and movies. Thank you torrent reactor. I am sleeping like the dead, only longer. I slept in until about two in the afternoon again, my parents forgot I was here. But I put together a couple of pieces of furniture that they got. When I finished, I went to my room and looked out the window. My eyes went out of focus and I felt like I had a blindfold over my eyes. It was unsettling, I keep feeling less and less tangible. I feel like a pair of eyes, or like I'm swimming in colors. I want more time to do art. I have decided not to have a romantic relationship at Westtown. Its too much to handle and I guess I'm not looking for a huge commitment. I'm 18, I can still have fun. I want to be able to look back on these years and envy them. John's comic book has some gay relations in it. I told him I can't relate all that well, and its kinda difficult trying to understand what that is like. 'Cause its not exactly the same as a heterosexual relationship. Its like not having a word to describe something. Oh well, I'll make do.
Dora's party was kool. I wish there was more karaoke. That was fun.
Dora's party was kool. I wish there was more karaoke. That was fun.