how do you get that lonely

[ooamyoo]

howdy - ya i decied that i didnt want the entry that i had worte earlier today...if you saw it then okay if not o well lol...it was just crap, i figured noone really cares that much so i took it out....uhh so im just gonna do a normal journal entry cause im cool. um this weekend was okay, hung out with katie and kat and the boys, on saturday ben came over, it was fun?...i still havent gotten yelled at for grades yet so thats good...im sure ill get called downstairs sooner or later...my perfect brother came home this weekend so my parents are distracted by him i guess...my new shrit came in the mail yesterday...its huge so hopefully it will shrink. Last night wasnt good i was fine until the mail came i was kinda in a bad mood the rest of the night, i didnt feel that great and i was tired, which didnt help. I did lots of thinking while i was tryin to go to sleep, which is what i wrote about in the entry i deleted, just thinking about stuff...school, friends, family, summer...ah summer i cant wait...im excited about this summer, i had a feeling at the beging of the year is was gonna be a good one...hopefully my feeling is right cause last summer kinda sucked, except camp...camp might suck this year...but heck we are 15 now and outta the ranch houses!!!! yahh! and its a whole week away from home and close to good friendly people, ecept for some gay ppl but w/e. anyways enough talk of that, i hope everyone else had a good weekend, no more breaks untl school is over though..boo... but it will be over before we know it....il write later i guess?

ps: for those who didnt aready know...my trampoline broke...big deal to us kids around here...that was basicly our source of fun...and now its gone...my dad said he might try to fix it...maybe if im lucky he will forget to look at my report card and ill get a new one or something or that nature...who knows..we'll see i guess

<3 amiee