myumyumyu~~ chu...
^.^ Oha~!!
I'm kind of senseless today. *run around*
Just a warning.
Yesterday tunred out to be a talk & cry day, but it's allright now.
Feel somehow great now. ^^''
I realised that I have really become very rough and hard in the past... but while talking with my mom & richard he told me, that it's ok & necessary to have a protecting shell, but that you have to dicide where you need it and where you don't.
So, I had a thought about it and think he's quite right.
I'll try to become more out-going and allow myself to show emotions where I think I'm loved. Sou, if I'm not, please tell me early enough so don't need to be afraid to get hurt again...! ^^
Perhaps I'll too be able to sing with other people around me again...
My Facharbeit is finished and on its way to my teacher!!! Yay, hope it's alright...
Haha, what I haven't been in the mood to tell yesterday:
Wednesday evening I have learnt Yume Kazaguruma parapara!!!! Now I can do the whole song by heart, even the parts that aren't visible in the PV...
I'm not perfect (and can't dance anyway), but it's so much fun and I'm proud of myself! =^o^=
Today at school I was asked from a girl I don't even really know about the teruki (from an~café) picture on my bag, if that was me! O...o And, that was already the second time someone asked me!!! Perhaps I should think about cosplay-ing him... >.>''
And I feel even more flattered, because on this pic he's "bauch-frei" and so damn nice thin...! *......*
Sou, that were many nice things, now what makes me a little depressive:
Hearing all those people at PLC-community talking about going to Katsucon and see them live, about autograph-lessons, cosplay, Aya's Birthday, backstage passes and so on...
I WANT TO BE THERE TOO!!! ;;;;;;>...<;;;;
I do want to make plans for those things too, I want to look forward to seeing them cuties live too, I... *wäääääääh*
But the thing that makes me happy again, is that none of them has such a great magical family with whome to go to Movie World and have so damn lots of fun!!! ^o^
Everybody feel hugged & kissed & enjoy your weekend!!!!
I'm kind of senseless today. *run around*
Just a warning.
Yesterday tunred out to be a talk & cry day, but it's allright now.
Feel somehow great now. ^^''
I realised that I have really become very rough and hard in the past... but while talking with my mom & richard he told me, that it's ok & necessary to have a protecting shell, but that you have to dicide where you need it and where you don't.
So, I had a thought about it and think he's quite right.
I'll try to become more out-going and allow myself to show emotions where I think I'm loved. Sou, if I'm not, please tell me early enough so don't need to be afraid to get hurt again...! ^^
Perhaps I'll too be able to sing with other people around me again...
My Facharbeit is finished and on its way to my teacher!!! Yay, hope it's alright...
Haha, what I haven't been in the mood to tell yesterday:
Wednesday evening I have learnt Yume Kazaguruma parapara!!!! Now I can do the whole song by heart, even the parts that aren't visible in the PV...
I'm not perfect (and can't dance anyway), but it's so much fun and I'm proud of myself! =^o^=
Today at school I was asked from a girl I don't even really know about the teruki (from an~café) picture on my bag, if that was me! O...o And, that was already the second time someone asked me!!! Perhaps I should think about cosplay-ing him... >.>''
And I feel even more flattered, because on this pic he's "bauch-frei" and so damn nice thin...! *......*
Sou, that were many nice things, now what makes me a little depressive:
Hearing all those people at PLC-community talking about going to Katsucon and see them live, about autograph-lessons, cosplay, Aya's Birthday, backstage passes and so on...
I WANT TO BE THERE TOO!!! ;;;;;;>...<;;;;
I do want to make plans for those things too, I want to look forward to seeing them cuties live too, I... *wäääääääh*
But the thing that makes me happy again, is that none of them has such a great magical family with whome to go to Movie World and have so damn lots of fun!!! ^o^
Everybody feel hugged & kissed & enjoy your weekend!!!!