Sep 28, 2004 13:29
ok yeaa.. so i havent updated in a while.. im pretty bored so i thought.. HEY what the hell! school is ehhh.. its ok i mean this year i dont get the feeling i just wanna run away .. its kinda kool. its also weird cuz.. im not a freshman n e more lol.. im so used to being the new kids and now theres people in the school who r younger and deffinitly smaller haha. i hope this is gonna b a good year.. its alright for now.. i just wanna keep it that way.
besides school.. theres swimming. so far we have had 2 meets and won both. go hen hud WAHOOOOO and all that good stuff haha .. me n sam lee were cheering on the bus all the old cheers from winter cheerleading.. it was haha it was a good time. we have these weird bathing suits though.. i liked last years ones better. they said sailos and had an anchor on the butt.. they were friggin AWESOME. i keep getting side tracked from wat im saying cuz at the same time im watching tom n jerry cartoons.. gotta love em. honestly if there was a real mouse that was like jerry.. i would totally have one as a pet. even though sometimes mice r creepy.
i also met this guy... his name is matt (not that there arent enough matts in the schoool butttt...) hes an awesome guy.. but theres one thing that i absolutly HATE!.. he lives in NC. haha how much of a throwback is that.. and the best part is i really really really really really really like him. REALLY REALLY like him. he makes me so happy even when im in one of those moods. he told me he loves me. idk wat to say.. i mean i love him as a person but im scared to say im in love with him.. cuz if i say it then it makes it true which means i can get hurt right.. or am i thinking too much into things lke i usually do?? oh gosh i dunno .. hes just everything i could want.. hes funny.. (when i see him) he treates me like im his world... he calls me everynite.. this is cheezy but we even haha write each other.. hes beautiful i mean he has the most amazing eyes and hes so gosh darn tall.. and when i say tall i mean when i hug him my head is on his chest. THATS TALL! haha i love it.. i love everything about him.. im just scared to say im in love with him..
onto another subject haha.. i need dollars. hummm where can i work while keeping up my grades.. being on the swimteam and b home early enough to keep up having atleast a couple friends lol. this should b funn. alright im bored with writing now.. comment if u really want too.. or if u are bored like i am.. oh idk
check ya'll later