Just To Sit and Think
I hate how at Hanks there's no place you can go where you can really just sit and think. I'm in Dome 2, where I can at least sit and write, and that's something. I guess.
Thought I'd have lunch by myself at Wayside, maybe go read a book. Turns out I'm not very good company for myself. I finished my food in five seconds, about, and it got to me so I had to leave.
I started thinking...
... what if you focus so much on one thing, and everything else just sort of whithers away, so it truly is the only thing? Then what happens when that one thing is taken away? You're left with nothing, as I am now. I guess it's a weird little form of justice or whatever. But is it? Is it really justice?
I guess I'm just a spinning top right now. I don't know what to do or where to go or what to do with myeslf. Damnit. Where do I go from here?
Thought I'd have lunch by myself at Wayside, maybe go read a book. Turns out I'm not very good company for myself. I finished my food in five seconds, about, and it got to me so I had to leave.
I started thinking...
... what if you focus so much on one thing, and everything else just sort of whithers away, so it truly is the only thing? Then what happens when that one thing is taken away? You're left with nothing, as I am now. I guess it's a weird little form of justice or whatever. But is it? Is it really justice?
I guess I'm just a spinning top right now. I don't know what to do or where to go or what to do with myeslf. Damnit. Where do I go from here?