I'm baaaack
So, I'm finnally back from vacation. Right now I'm at work, but I forgot to bring the website I'm supposed to be working on. Not that there is much I can be doing anyways. I could take initiative and find out where the training cds are, but I think I'm going to spend most of today relaxing, catching up on internet stuff (which I have just finished doing) and preparing for DnD tonight, which I will probably be cutting early due to my lack of decent sleep in the past few nights plus the fact that i need to be out of the house by seven thirty tommorow. I will also most likely be staying in tommorow night for unpacking/cleaning despite my wishes to be elsewhere. I feel that it is time for me to start to lay back and relax a little. Despite how much fun vacation was, I found that now feels more like vacation than then. Partially because of some of the emotional issues I've been dealing with. Some things cropped up that I wasn't expecting. But now, I feel alot better about everything. Having DnD tonight is a little ambitious, but not realizing the need for tonight to unpack, I informed one of our members that we will be having DnD so he canceled plans with others. Therefor, i don't really have the chance of changing plans now. Perhaps I will call him and see if his other plans are still an option. Perhaps I shall simply relax and deal with the consequences later. It isn't a big deal, I'm just didn't realize how late I would be getting in last night (thankyou rush hour traffic).
I feel as if recently I've been worrying too much and pushing too much for things to change in general. Hopefully this summer will go decently and things will work out. Right now I really need a break from worrying about school and everything. Hopefully I can manage to go part time to school next year. At least for the first semester. Over the summer I want to go through all of my stuff, organize it, and get rid of anything that I don't need. This will include slimming down my wardrobe, getting rid of some of my old stuff, and hopefully pulling everything into simply what i can fit into my apt. No more, no less. I don't like the idea of having things in my grandmothers attic, and most of that stuff I can bear to part with. The stuff that I can't can be re-used to create mementos that have use instead of simply sitting in the attick. And I might even be able to earn a few dollars.
There are a few things that I may try over the summer. I'm thinking of possibly trying to make and sell a few crafts that I do. An example: last summer I made a hermit crab cage for my brother out of a small decorative lobster trap. I've also done some pot painting. Not good enough to sell.. but we'll see. I would also like to start working on burning and carving LORT maps on wood. Hopefully I can come up with some other craft ideas that I might be able to work on in the evenings (which is always a fun and calming thing for me). Its something I've been thinking of doing for a while, but have been afraid to. Normally I just do crafts as gifts. Maybe.. maybe I can eventually get people interested enough to buy them. We'll see. The LORT thing might actually pan out, especially if i extend the carving and burning to boxes and such.
Ok. For the moment, I'm done. And for those who have been worried about me, I'm back. Not only am I back, but I have internet again, so I will not be so invisible. Laters all.
over and out
~onyx
I feel as if recently I've been worrying too much and pushing too much for things to change in general. Hopefully this summer will go decently and things will work out. Right now I really need a break from worrying about school and everything. Hopefully I can manage to go part time to school next year. At least for the first semester. Over the summer I want to go through all of my stuff, organize it, and get rid of anything that I don't need. This will include slimming down my wardrobe, getting rid of some of my old stuff, and hopefully pulling everything into simply what i can fit into my apt. No more, no less. I don't like the idea of having things in my grandmothers attic, and most of that stuff I can bear to part with. The stuff that I can't can be re-used to create mementos that have use instead of simply sitting in the attick. And I might even be able to earn a few dollars.
There are a few things that I may try over the summer. I'm thinking of possibly trying to make and sell a few crafts that I do. An example: last summer I made a hermit crab cage for my brother out of a small decorative lobster trap. I've also done some pot painting. Not good enough to sell.. but we'll see. I would also like to start working on burning and carving LORT maps on wood. Hopefully I can come up with some other craft ideas that I might be able to work on in the evenings (which is always a fun and calming thing for me). Its something I've been thinking of doing for a while, but have been afraid to. Normally I just do crafts as gifts. Maybe.. maybe I can eventually get people interested enough to buy them. We'll see. The LORT thing might actually pan out, especially if i extend the carving and burning to boxes and such.
Ok. For the moment, I'm done. And for those who have been worried about me, I'm back. Not only am I back, but I have internet again, so I will not be so invisible. Laters all.
over and out
~onyx