Bleh
All this Valentine's Day crap is driving me bonkers. Not because I hate the holiday like a lot of others, but because my guy's not here to share it with (and give me candy :P). Every time I see one of those commercials, even the stupid teddy bear ones, I imagine being able to look over at Jason with a goofy expression. And not being able to do that sucks the south end of a shotgun, as we used to say back in high school. There's just so many parts of myself that I don't get to express right now, since there's sorta no one to express them to.
And I hope he gets vonage soonish, because his mom's cancelled the long distance & somehow I don't think phone cards will work too well. Either we only get to talk for 5 minutes a day, or we get to talk once every few weeks or some crap like that. It wouldn't be so bad if he'd ever get online during the times I can be online. Providing he didn't get blown away last night anyway...he was supposed to get on to tell me he was alive and stuff since they were having tornado warnings, but if he did it was after I had to get offline.
And now someone on IRC got me to thinking about that one game idea that won't get out of my head. This is annoying because I don't have my notefiles here, not that there's much in them to begin with. It sucks when you get an image of aliens recording the final moments of their victims stuck in your head.
Limbo sucks.
And I hope he gets vonage soonish, because his mom's cancelled the long distance & somehow I don't think phone cards will work too well. Either we only get to talk for 5 minutes a day, or we get to talk once every few weeks or some crap like that. It wouldn't be so bad if he'd ever get online during the times I can be online. Providing he didn't get blown away last night anyway...he was supposed to get on to tell me he was alive and stuff since they were having tornado warnings, but if he did it was after I had to get offline.
And now someone on IRC got me to thinking about that one game idea that won't get out of my head. This is annoying because I don't have my notefiles here, not that there's much in them to begin with. It sucks when you get an image of aliens recording the final moments of their victims stuck in your head.
Limbo sucks.