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So with some of the feed back I got on my last post I thought I should update and get opinions. I've been thinking about it alot and still have some thinking. But here's the real situation and let me know what you think about my plan and such.
So this semester I'm totally not motivated. I think I'm failing alot of my classes. I do try to study but I can't seem to focus. I'm so focused on getting my parents payed off and getting outta this house that I don't really think bout much of anything else... besides John. In addition to not being focused, I'm miserable. Even John can tell I'm not happy b/c I'm so stressed out. This brings me to want to take a semester off and get them payed off. In fact, my mom almost wanted me not to go back to school this semester. Now that that is said I have some options.
1.)Explain the situation to my parents, if they accept it then great. I'll just stay at home and work alot. Maybe end up getting 2 jobs.
2.)Explain the situation and if they don't accept it I just leave. This would mean I'd prolly be cut off from the family, I wouldn't have a car until they're payed off, no cell phone, no insurance.
3.)Explain the situation and even if they don't accept it I go back to school and live here for bout another year or 2.
Now either way Dustin let me know that his boss is looking for a nanny figure. This means I'd have to quit Office Depot prolly. However, he would be willing to provide a car and a place to live. Which means if I just up and left I wouldn't have to live with John.
So let me know what you think bout it. Your opinions will not be able to make me do something, but give me insight on what I'm doing and what ya'll think is a good idea.
So this semester I'm totally not motivated. I think I'm failing alot of my classes. I do try to study but I can't seem to focus. I'm so focused on getting my parents payed off and getting outta this house that I don't really think bout much of anything else... besides John. In addition to not being focused, I'm miserable. Even John can tell I'm not happy b/c I'm so stressed out. This brings me to want to take a semester off and get them payed off. In fact, my mom almost wanted me not to go back to school this semester. Now that that is said I have some options.
1.)Explain the situation to my parents, if they accept it then great. I'll just stay at home and work alot. Maybe end up getting 2 jobs.
2.)Explain the situation and if they don't accept it I just leave. This would mean I'd prolly be cut off from the family, I wouldn't have a car until they're payed off, no cell phone, no insurance.
3.)Explain the situation and even if they don't accept it I go back to school and live here for bout another year or 2.
Now either way Dustin let me know that his boss is looking for a nanny figure. This means I'd have to quit Office Depot prolly. However, he would be willing to provide a car and a place to live. Which means if I just up and left I wouldn't have to live with John.
So let me know what you think bout it. Your opinions will not be able to make me do something, but give me insight on what I'm doing and what ya'll think is a good idea.