So you know those roles of bubble wrap you can buy at the shops? I feel as though someone's gotten one of them, only of fat a few inches thick, and ran circles around me with it. That's about the best way to describe how I currently feel about me.
Tafe. Really. Ready to just go, "you know what, fuck you, and you, and you" and be done with it. I'd possibly look at finishing through distance ed next semester, but for now I'll attend classes and work on assignments while I'm working out what to do. Am supposed to have four chapters of a financial planning text book read by next Tuesday. Along with assignments. Bah.
Mentally, I'm feeling as though hell ran over me with a steam roller. And maybe a stampede of elephants in close persuit.
Meanwhile, am finished my overtime at work.
I am tired to a point where I'm pretty sure I fell asleep briefly while typing at work today, I have beautiful headaches, and I continually feel as though I've stepped off a merry-go-round. Hello vertigo, my old friend.
Yet another toothbrush got dropped in the s bend and peed on. Y'know, if I put all the money together that I've spent replacing things that have either been sent down there or dropped over the stairs or in some other way damaged, I might near own a bleeding mansion by now.
Not in an overly wonderful mood, just in case people hadn't noticed. Take a meme.
Meme List
I am 5'4 or shorter
I think I'm ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have had more than 2 piercings.
I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
Family/Home Life:
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday. Maybe possibly. Still very undecided on this one, but I haven't decided strictly against having them, so.... *shrug*
I have children.
I've lost a child.
Embarrassment:
I've slipped out a "LOL" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry. Like when Mufasa dies, and Simba's all like, Dad! Wake up! That makes me cry every time.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed 'till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my trousers rip in public.
Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
Travelling:
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to North America.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to Asia.
Experiences:
I've been lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons in an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've met someone in person from the Internet. Not really in a hurry to do so again.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi. (I wasn't aware this was unusual. O.o)
I've been snowboarding.
Relationships:
I'm single.
I'm in a relationship.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship. Diamond and sapphires. Very pretty ring.
Honesty/Crime:
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've driven through a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol:
I've consumed alcohol.
I've smoked cigarettes.
I’ve smoked pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I take cough medication when I'm not sick.
I've done hard drugs.
I've been addicted to an illegal substance.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
Death:
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Random:
I can sing.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others too easily. Doesn't mean I trust them though.
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme.
I fucking swear regularly.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my mobile phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I play with my hair.
I have had "x"s in my screen name.
I love Spam.
I've copied more than 30 Cd's in a day.
I bake well.
I don't know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. .... Shoot me if I ever do that. Please.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.