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Jun 08, 2004 16:00

I just downloaded a new livejournal client. This is great. haha... now I never have to use the website that my computer won't let me go to anyway.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dashboard Confessional show in Pittsburgh. Station Square.
My loves and I are getting a bus.
We can only take 16 people.
It's only 10 bucks to go on the bus with us and it's like 25 bucks for a ticket to the show... I think.
PS: Dashboard and Thrice.... Thrice. You know you want to go now.
IM me or something if you want to come.
And I am collecting all of your money a week before the show so you c words can't dick us over.
So far it will be Jillian, Cayla, Lindsey, Alexa, Vicky, Shawn, Court, Aaron.... I don't know who else. But you'd better let me know quick before we ask other people.

Tuesday was Belle Vernon's last day of school, and our last full day of school. So Jillian, Cayla, and I went and picked up Lindsey, Alexa, and Vicky, skipped our first 2 classes, and went to eat n park. I ran into Grandma and Pap. They were super excited to see me with Jillian. It was a good time.

Wednesday was my last day of school. I took my Belle Vernon girls with me. Alex brought the grill to the parking lot. haha. Who in the hell makes burgers at 9AM in the school parking lot? We do. After our half-day of school, everyone came to my house. Zac, Corey, Lindz, V, Alexa, Jillian, Cayla, and the Matts. We ordered subways. Mine was wrong, Corey flipped out and got me another one. haha.

Thursday I went to someones party with my girls. Seth was there, he made me cry. I called mom, and I was okay.
Then Shawn, Lindsey, Cayla, Jillian, Geno, and Alexa went to Eat n Park. It was fun.

I saw Harry Potter at the waterfront on Friday with Jillian and Cayla.
I cried 5 times. hahaha. Either it was sad, or I was the emo queen.
I was really emotional that whole day. I can't even begin to tell you how many times I cried. haha.
Cayla fucked me over, but I forgave her. But some trust is still missing. It will probably be back.
I went to Lindsey's house on Saturday. Vicky, Chaz, Alexa, Corey, Zac, Geno, Aaron, Jillian, Cayla, Laura, Mike, Shawn... They were all there. I saw Shawn naked. Oh my god. hahahahaha. Big. hahahahahaa. Shawn is packing it, I'll tell you that much. After Shawn got naked, everyone started getting naked. haha. It was so funny. I took pictures. Shawn and I need to go get those made at walmart real soon. After Lindseys, I stayed over Jillian's. We made pizza, and then watched Aladdin. At 4:30AM Jillian and I both decided we were going to go to bed in her bedroom and leave Cayla in the living room. In the morning, we went to Lowe's to get paint and to Denny's to eat... In the purple car. hahahhahaha. Oh god. That car is so dirty. We went back to Jillian's so that Cayla could paint lyrics on the walls in her new room. I called Heath around 5:30 to give him directions to Jillians so he could come get me and I could go to Andrew's graduation party and spend the day with my boys. I had a good time. The ride home shook me up a bit, but I'm fine. I can bend and not break... or, I can break and take it with a smile.

Last night I wanted to go over to Lex's to watch movies with my boys... but I couldn't because Linda was being a mom instead of a friend. Alexa, Lindsey and Corey came over at 9 because they knew I was going crazy from being home for once. haha. We did nothing. I just brought out Derek and Jeff's boxes and showed the girls stuff. It was alright. Derek is supposed to be home this week or so I've heard?? I don't know. I'd like to see him though. I miss him like whoa. I think I'm going to Long Island soon. I need to. I need a trip to New York for no reason at all. I haven't been there in a while. I miss the city. I'd like to see Chris Jackson, but I doubt that will happen. Oh well. I'm going to call my uncle and tell him to take me to New York... first I gotta see when theres a good show that I want to go to, then I'll decide when I'm going. I am missing out on a trip to California. Mom is going. She'll be there for the gay parade too. You all have no idea how fun it is to be in San Francisco when the gay parade is going on. It's a blast. I wish I could go with her. Next year. Kodak eats the big one. My camera is broken, again. This is the 4th time this year. I hate kodak. The next camera I buy will be a Canon, and it will be soon.

I got light up sandals. haha. They are so pimp.

I talked to Lauryn last night. hahahahaha. It was a HILARIOUS conversation. I love her.

Kiss me hard, cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back some day and this awkward kiss that screams of other peoples lips will be of service to giving you away.
I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers. I'll be alright when my hands get warm. Ignoring the phone, I'd rather say nothing.
I'd rather you never heard my voice. You're calling too late... too late to be gracious.

I have headphones on. My parents keep talking to me. I am not answering.
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