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I know this is weird because I am the queen of wanting to stay in my house for forever and ever since I basically already have my own apartment....
But last week when I was @ Lotta's, her mom suggested us getting an apartment together &I pointed out the fact that my mom has a 2-family in Quincy and we could rent one of those someday. The more and more I think about it, the better of an idea it seems. I'm just so fucking sick of so many people from this dumb area, and half of the people that I miss don't even want to come home from school anymore. It just seems like such a good idea now. I really need a change because my moods &all that fun stuff are starting to go way downhill, and I just don't see it improving in the future. I come home from work, usually get blown off by some *fantastic* friend and then spend my nights in bed watching tv, feeling like shit. I no longer wake up to "a new day" feeling better, but instead feeling like shit from the start. Work brings me way down if I'm not working with Nicole. And then the drive home always sucks. I don't know. Plus Quincy is closer to my job, which is weird. I don't know. I don't know if it will really happen, but I'm seriously considering it.
But last week when I was @ Lotta's, her mom suggested us getting an apartment together &I pointed out the fact that my mom has a 2-family in Quincy and we could rent one of those someday. The more and more I think about it, the better of an idea it seems. I'm just so fucking sick of so many people from this dumb area, and half of the people that I miss don't even want to come home from school anymore. It just seems like such a good idea now. I really need a change because my moods &all that fun stuff are starting to go way downhill, and I just don't see it improving in the future. I come home from work, usually get blown off by some *fantastic* friend and then spend my nights in bed watching tv, feeling like shit. I no longer wake up to "a new day" feeling better, but instead feeling like shit from the start. Work brings me way down if I'm not working with Nicole. And then the drive home always sucks. I don't know. Plus Quincy is closer to my job, which is weird. I don't know. I don't know if it will really happen, but I'm seriously considering it.