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k so....im really bored and i feel like writing in this crap. lol. everything is going good right now. im not grounded!!! :) life was sooo boring when i was grounded. lol. well talking on the phone all night isnt that bad, but i do that on a daily basis anyway. lmfao. i always get yelled at for being too loud when i talk. eww. like seriously. im not that loud. >:| o well. im soo frickin hyper and shit. john is possibly coming over laterrrr! wooh! i hope he does. well i guess it really all depends if it rains or nott. =P if he cant come over then i guess i'll just talk to him on the phonee. :) omg! im so fucking hyper!! ^&*&(^&$*&)(()^$# aaah!!!!!!! ok...i really need a life. lmfao. i frickin slept til four thirty in the fuckin afternoon today. hahahahah. hm...maybe thats why im hyper....i was soo high yesterday, but then i slept it off and now im not high anymore. :( im soo mad cuz im using my regualr computer cuz my fuckin internet on my laptop isnt working right now. lol. EWW. AH! im fucking hungry. i want to go to ritas! omg. lol. ewww i was in my garage before minding my own business and my grandma was like "dont smoke near the can of gasoline" why the FUCK is she questioning my authority! lmfao. i need a blunt!!! AAAAAAH! nahh i think i need another cigarette. im too crazy for bud right now and im BROKE!!!! ah!!!!!! fuck my life yooo. :| oh well! ok purple is getting boring! i like blueeeeeeee! blue is good. ok nahh. i want red. yeeeeah red is good! nahh maybe like pink ohh yeah! ok im done being A.D.D with colors for now! omg green!!! green is the color of WEED!!!!!!!!!!!! ok anywaysssss.......uhm. i wish i was amy winehouse. shes my idol!!!! you know you're jealous uhm so anywaysssss ooh this color is pretty!!!! i'm gonna talk about how much people piss me off now. in all seriousness....i hate people that think they can tell me what to do. like im not even talkin about my parents im talking about friends too. like my friends think they can control my life. if i wanna smoke let me smoke! there is nothing wrong with enjoying an occasional blunt ya know what i mean. really. stop being so fucking immature and let me live!!!!! its my life that i choose to "fuck up" i mean really you only live once....why the hell wouldn you have fun! just because we have different ways of having fun doesnt mean you have to bitch at me. i love my friends to death, but some of them need to shut up!!!! really... i lose way too many friends tht way. anywaysss.... im done here. lol. i tihnk im gonna try to entertain myself. AH! ok. bye. <3