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i just got done fighting with the old man..again.. i seem to always fuck everything up for everyone..including myself. ive fucking torn my family apart to where they have established that they hated me.. and so giving up on me and any and everything having to do with me. i found out that im definitley most likely moving to my fucking moms..in north carolina. not that it fucking matters to anyone anyway. ive fucked up my life already and i continue doing it everyday..at the same time dragging everyone along with me. everything is fucking broken here..my grandparents never talk to me anymore..unless theyre bitching at me for another mistake or yelling how fucked up or stupid and worthless i am..or when the old man is fucking beating the shit out of me..which fucking happens on a daily basis. i dont know what to do anymore..i cant fucking stay here..i need somewhere to go for a while. i hate who ive become..and who i am... i fucking hate me thank you leanna for setting this shit up for me