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im losing it.
i havnt felt this bad in so long.
this tired. this sad. this cold. this peeved. this everything.
it makes me sick to my stomach.
why when i need to pick myself up the most does a huge wave of "look how alone you really are" come and smack me in the face.
this has gone entirely too far and im slightly irrational in thinking.
i dont really wanna move home right??
right???????
i need to pull it together.
i feel bitter. and mean.
:/ im sorry..
thank god my mom is coming to visit tomorrow.
things will look up, right?
i havnt felt this bad in so long.
this tired. this sad. this cold. this peeved. this everything.
it makes me sick to my stomach.
why when i need to pick myself up the most does a huge wave of "look how alone you really are" come and smack me in the face.
this has gone entirely too far and im slightly irrational in thinking.
i dont really wanna move home right??
right???????
i need to pull it together.
i feel bitter. and mean.
:/ im sorry..
thank god my mom is coming to visit tomorrow.
things will look up, right?