I feel depressed (oh, and I <3 the LJ cut button)
*sobs* I feel depressed.
I pretty much broke down at our concert tonight. It was our last one of the year. AND OUR LAST ONE WITH THE EIGHTH GRADERS!!! See, we combine the seventh and eighth grade orchestra. And they're leaving. We have them from two more days in Orchestra, only one for me because I won't be there tomorrow (leaving for a swim meet earlier that day). *sniffs* My teacher broke down, too. They were the first group that she started with as fourth graders (a.k.a. when you're allowed to start orchestra). *sniffs* I mean, I don't really know them super well or anything, but I've still spent 45 minutes of almost every day of the last school year in the same room as them, plus Orchestra field trips (we had one last Friday to the preschool down the street. It was a ton of fun). I know that most of them probably never gave me a second thought, especially because there are seven seventh graders and the other thirteen are eighth graders, but I'm still really gonna miss them. *sobs*
Anyway, um...yeah, fanfiction. Right. Um...not being updated. School? Yes. There's my excuse. And lack of inspiration.
And it's not going to get any better over the summer. Why?
Algebra (camp).
I have to take Algebra over the summer. My mom wants me in gifted science and the only way to do that is to get into gifted math. Which I'm not in. But if I take Algebra over the summer (the level gifted math did this year), and then get at least a 70% on the 9th grade standard test.
But yeah...Algebra over the summer won't leave me with much time to write. It's like...five days a week, 8-11:20. Then I'll have some of the afternoon, and then swim practice. Ick. -_-"
Oh, and a few short Acen ramblings. Acen (Anime Central) was May 11-13th. We only went down the 12th, a.k.a. Saturday. My friend still needs to e-mail me pictures) but it was pretty awesome. First convention, and I can't really sum it up in words. I got some cool hugs, though. I GOT A HUG FROM A HIYO! And I took pictures of like...almost all the PoT cosplayers I saw. We're already planning next year! Mum even said that we (meaning me, her, and my brother) can go down ALL OF FRIDAY next year! Meaning being there all three days! *g*
Oh, and I have a really bad cold. And I feel REALLY bad about it, because I gave it to my stand partner in Orchestra, Carley. That has to suck. Graduating Eighth grade and having a horrible cold. :(
I pretty much broke down at our concert tonight. It was our last one of the year. AND OUR LAST ONE WITH THE EIGHTH GRADERS!!! See, we combine the seventh and eighth grade orchestra. And they're leaving. We have them from two more days in Orchestra, only one for me because I won't be there tomorrow (leaving for a swim meet earlier that day). *sniffs* My teacher broke down, too. They were the first group that she started with as fourth graders (a.k.a. when you're allowed to start orchestra). *sniffs* I mean, I don't really know them super well or anything, but I've still spent 45 minutes of almost every day of the last school year in the same room as them, plus Orchestra field trips (we had one last Friday to the preschool down the street. It was a ton of fun). I know that most of them probably never gave me a second thought, especially because there are seven seventh graders and the other thirteen are eighth graders, but I'm still really gonna miss them. *sobs*
Anyway, um...yeah, fanfiction. Right. Um...not being updated. School? Yes. There's my excuse. And lack of inspiration.
And it's not going to get any better over the summer. Why?
Algebra (camp).
I have to take Algebra over the summer. My mom wants me in gifted science and the only way to do that is to get into gifted math. Which I'm not in. But if I take Algebra over the summer (the level gifted math did this year), and then get at least a 70% on the 9th grade standard test.
But yeah...Algebra over the summer won't leave me with much time to write. It's like...five days a week, 8-11:20. Then I'll have some of the afternoon, and then swim practice. Ick. -_-"
Oh, and a few short Acen ramblings. Acen (Anime Central) was May 11-13th. We only went down the 12th, a.k.a. Saturday. My friend still needs to e-mail me pictures) but it was pretty awesome. First convention, and I can't really sum it up in words. I got some cool hugs, though. I GOT A HUG FROM A HIYO! And I took pictures of like...almost all the PoT cosplayers I saw. We're already planning next year! Mum even said that we (meaning me, her, and my brother) can go down ALL OF FRIDAY next year! Meaning being there all three days! *g*
Oh, and I have a really bad cold. And I feel REALLY bad about it, because I gave it to my stand partner in Orchestra, Carley. That has to suck. Graduating Eighth grade and having a horrible cold. :(