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i feel sick. everything always seems to fall into place, and i have enough things to keep me as stoked on life as i could ever be and now i don't know what to feel.
-the cd is halfway done, it will be done by this month, it's the best sounding cd on the planet. i can't fucking wait to drop it and for life to hopefully begin.
-i might be losing the most important person in my life...it's like this sick feeling that just keeps happening to me. You're in and then you're out. And i don't have the stomach for it anymore. I thought the last time was it. I honestly feel like breaking down but i'm holding it together. just barely.
for the first time, i just don't know what to do.
-the cd is halfway done, it will be done by this month, it's the best sounding cd on the planet. i can't fucking wait to drop it and for life to hopefully begin.
-i might be losing the most important person in my life...it's like this sick feeling that just keeps happening to me. You're in and then you're out. And i don't have the stomach for it anymore. I thought the last time was it. I honestly feel like breaking down but i'm holding it together. just barely.
for the first time, i just don't know what to do.