Aug 15, 2005 01:49
so this is officially the last week of summer.and im happy.
overall this summer was amazing. i didnt go anywhere exciting. i didnt party all night long everynight all summer long. i didnt get a job (i did for a week, but it doesn't count). nothing too exciting happened to me but looking back it was one of the best summers i've ever had because i did NOTHING with my two best friends all summer long. anyone who knows me, nick and zack already know what we did with our summer, and they will probably say we wasted it away with smoking. but fuck them i didnt waste shit i got fucking HIGHER then a mother fucker. i have one more summer left to go as a "kid" then adulthood.im kind of scared. i want school to start but then i dont want it to end. because i still dont know what im going to do after high school. college? maybe. this is the last year for friends.after high school everyone parts ways and shit. i dont really see me really keeping touch with most people or see them keeping touch with me. i want out of this shit they call san antonio. i wish i could be a kid again. without any worries in the world.but this is growing up. everyone grows up. i need to stop thinking about shit. its time like these that i wish i had a girlfriend. im tired of fucking with girls hearts. at the moment only 5 things make me enjoy living.ill stop bitching though. most of you wont even read this far. bye.