life is wonderful...huh?

[onthewildernet]

hello world of practically nobody!!!! and then theres jenn....im sure, somehow i know she'll read this...shes probably the only one who will read this!!...and not that that really means any less than what it should....i just wish maybe, there was perhaps MORE of a reason to continue updating this journal...not that that should be demeaning to her( or should i say you, rather ) but...you know...i mean...i see her(you) all the time...like practically every day...what good does it do me to type her(you) everything she already hears...and like...way liver than this so called live journal...i mean what is that anyway!??...what does live journal really do except maybe false advertise and say theyre live when really theres nothing live about it!!....hmmmm...lifes interesting isnt it?.....jk......so anyways lifes great...its just a few days before i start my new job...i got offered a job in the oil field...it pays like 20 bucks an hour or somthing...really tempting...but....you know....i think ultimatly this will turn out to be better, for me...and im ok with that...other than that, not really very much is going on...im supposed to be recording my demo here in a few weeks...the guy who said hes got the studio said hed only charge me 25 bucks an hour...i mean thats a great deal and all i just wonder how good its going to turn out sounding...you know?? anyways, so im doiung everything i can to prepare my ears and voice for the few songs i finally will have decided to put on the demo...im so excitied...i think its gonna be great...even if its not huge...which of course, it might not be...i mean theres alot of talentied people out there who, im sure, deserve somthing like the ops im looking for in this than i do out there....but still...its not just about that...its about love and expression and all the good stuff you can celebrate about life now...i think it will be a great release for me...im way psyched....anyways loves to all for now...my hands are tired and i think i want coffee...but maybe not....anyways c yall laters!!
much love
nater......
ps much much LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! ;)