christmas in space
if the divine master plan is perfection. maybe next i'll give judas a try. trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin. here. here. here.
today, is almost over. i slept, maybe three hours last night. but that's ok, because i had someone to talk to. and now, i'm not tired again. i ate, way too much today. i feel, like never eating again. i'm glad, that christmas will be over soon, that i have this saturday off, that my ticket things came in the mail today, that i watched the end of the royal tenenbaums with mara and she like it, that i went shopping with my brother today, that i don't have to work tomorrow.
can't we get a little grace and some elegance?
renee gave me a christmas gift. she gave leslie and myself christmas gifts, but no one else. so, but i didn't have anything for her. i mean, it's nothing big, just a little porcelain box and a card, but it was a really sweet thing. i think leslie and i are going to get together and get her some stuff. but i won't be here. so we'd have to do it before i leave, and leslie said she needed to wait for next pay check. and, i have $5 in my checking account, and $160 on the way to my checking account. as far as the money josh owes me, he can have it and buy himself a new cd player. probably not worth $150, but whatever. funny to find out someone lied to you all along. mother fucker. oh well.
i guess i'm an underwater thing, so i guess i can't take it personally.
i'm going to, finish listening to hotel and then listen to my raspberry swirl remixes. which is a bad idea because, i should probably be trying to get into sleep mode or something.
don't judge me so harsh little girl.
from Ballet Class to a Lap Dance
straight to video
And the pool side news
was that he would be
launching you
Into every young man's
Bedroom -- you gave it up
on DVD and magazine --
you gave it up
a private rite of passage --
you gave it up
to every boy's sweet dream
with their paper cuts
You said "he's got a
Healing Machine
it glows in the dark
glows in the dark"
You say "there's not a lot
of me
left anymore --
just leave it alone.
But if you're buy, and you have
the time, tell the Northern
Lights to keep shining -- Lately
it seems like they're drowning"
today, is almost over. i slept, maybe three hours last night. but that's ok, because i had someone to talk to. and now, i'm not tired again. i ate, way too much today. i feel, like never eating again. i'm glad, that christmas will be over soon, that i have this saturday off, that my ticket things came in the mail today, that i watched the end of the royal tenenbaums with mara and she like it, that i went shopping with my brother today, that i don't have to work tomorrow.
can't we get a little grace and some elegance?
renee gave me a christmas gift. she gave leslie and myself christmas gifts, but no one else. so, but i didn't have anything for her. i mean, it's nothing big, just a little porcelain box and a card, but it was a really sweet thing. i think leslie and i are going to get together and get her some stuff. but i won't be here. so we'd have to do it before i leave, and leslie said she needed to wait for next pay check. and, i have $5 in my checking account, and $160 on the way to my checking account. as far as the money josh owes me, he can have it and buy himself a new cd player. probably not worth $150, but whatever. funny to find out someone lied to you all along. mother fucker. oh well.
i guess i'm an underwater thing, so i guess i can't take it personally.
i'm going to, finish listening to hotel and then listen to my raspberry swirl remixes. which is a bad idea because, i should probably be trying to get into sleep mode or something.
don't judge me so harsh little girl.
from Ballet Class to a Lap Dance
straight to video
And the pool side news
was that he would be
launching you
Into every young man's
Bedroom -- you gave it up
on DVD and magazine --
you gave it up
a private rite of passage --
you gave it up
to every boy's sweet dream
with their paper cuts
You said "he's got a
Healing Machine
it glows in the dark
glows in the dark"
You say "there's not a lot
of me
left anymore --
just leave it alone.
But if you're buy, and you have
the time, tell the Northern
Lights to keep shining -- Lately
it seems like they're drowning"