the title is not important

[ontheshoresarah]

it is the simple fact i am already crying every night because in a few days you will be gone, and i have to pretend it wasn't the best few weeks of my life. i am going to suck up those last few breaths, the last sweat from being so close and the body heat driving me nuts.
i keep holding out that someday this will all be for something worthwhile.

i am not sure how long i can wait to feel it again.