Reflect on coming back
Well. There's alot to be said for winter break. And I guess there's alot to be said for coming back to school. It's like nothing has change. I wanted it to. I wanted to be brought back and dove right into where I left off. the beginning of my social life that I left here when finals were over. But now that I have been away, I mostly just realized that I was not even on my way to being happy here, I mostly just compensated for unhappy I was with my situation with booze and people that I almost would like to spend time with. I guess that trying to replace relationships of entire life times in only a few months is just stupid. I won't ever find here what I used to have back home. So maybe I need to start looking for something different. I need to find something soon, that's for sure. Or crumble will be the word of the week.