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haha!! Initiated BITCH!!
ΑΓΔ
Finally...initiated.
But then again...i am kind of apathetic. Kind of excited about tomorrow...kind of ready to just accept things as they come. Sometimes, I just feel like my actions aren't clear. Yes, it's true I worry...but It's only because I love. I love so deeply and so strongly. And it's not so much that my feelings aren''t reciprocated, it's that they aren't understood to the depth that they exist. And then when they're kind of thrown off non-chalant, I want to not have those emotions. i want to disconnect myself, and just be superficial...which at times, I can do--just to hide the pain. But hiding the depth of love? I can't do it...not really. I am just...so....in love. So much it hurts.
no more are the days that I will fear
for I have found a strength
that none can match
and I'll push forward
I'm not alone, with the touch of your hand
I am whole again
I am [home] again.
So say it.
ΑΓΔ
Finally...initiated.
But then again...i am kind of apathetic. Kind of excited about tomorrow...kind of ready to just accept things as they come. Sometimes, I just feel like my actions aren't clear. Yes, it's true I worry...but It's only because I love. I love so deeply and so strongly. And it's not so much that my feelings aren''t reciprocated, it's that they aren't understood to the depth that they exist. And then when they're kind of thrown off non-chalant, I want to not have those emotions. i want to disconnect myself, and just be superficial...which at times, I can do--just to hide the pain. But hiding the depth of love? I can't do it...not really. I am just...so....in love. So much it hurts.
no more are the days that I will fear
for I have found a strength
that none can match
and I'll push forward
I'm not alone, with the touch of your hand
I am whole again
I am [home] again.
So say it.