Jul 19, 2008 21:54
absolute lows this week. i am so disgusted by myself.
"i wish i loved him."
"there is something seriously wrong with you then."
"you need to think long and hard as to why you are doing this. disappointing us."
"is there anything i can do? i hate to see you like this."
"looking for an excuse to go back there?"
i am deflated, hopeless, miserable, and all the things my parents say i am.