Jul 18, 2005 13:56
well i dont remember the last time i updated with anything going on in my life but i guess i will today....
this past weekend i had my grad party. and just for backround on my family, 6 years ago my family threw a 4th of july party. we had over 100 people here, we had a bounce house, popcorn maker, snow cone machine, a band scheduled, volleyball court up, and another blowup caterpiller thinger for the kids to play with. well.....it rained ALL DAY LONG!! ever since that party, my family has what we call the "rich" curse. whatever day you pick to throw a party it rains. and on my grad party....it rained all day. lol - i felt really bad for my father with all the work and time and money he put into the party, and it rained, but he just shook it off and had a good time.
i had a pretty good time, matt and ann marie showed up for a little while and i was sooo happy. it was so nice to see her and matt after so long (even though it was like only a month or so) but anyways...sara, nick, matt, my baby <3, and a few other friends dez,allison & her man showed up later on.
there was a little drama, and then a little more drama with my family, but as of right now things are alllllll better!!! :)
yesterday i went to meg lawless's grad party w/ sarey for an hour or 2. we ate dinner with and dan and all i could think of was the musical. almost every person that came to her party was in the music department in some way. it made me miss all of the people i spent just about everyday with in school. i miss everyone from the musical so much and so did sara so we decided we would throw a party and invite everyone to hang out again. which i think is an amazing idea but...who knows if it will happen.
after megs party i had a little chat with my daddy about some things which went very well, and ended the night w/ the best... my baby <3 <3 fk <3 <3
right now sarey is away at sunset until next week and i miss her already, even though i just saw her yesterday. lol - i'm sure i'll be visiting though, i've never been to sunset b4, and i love the beach!!! <3
oh yea, im suppose to be at work tonight but i called in sick because i woke up in the middle of the night last night around 4 and i couldnt swallow without screaming and crying. so i went to get my phone to make a phone call, and i coulnt find it, which made me even more upset. so i went to my sisters room, and it just happened to be in there. so i went back to my room and called my boy. i felt bad for waking him up but oh well, i needed him. im glad i called him to, normally i tell myself i can get over it on my own but last night i just didnt want to. so he sat on the phone w/ me for a little bit while i cried. he gave me sugggestions to make my throat feel better, which i did. nothing realy helped to be honest but oh well. i was up for about an hour and finally fell back asleep. - - i feel a little bit better now and im just waiting until freddy gets outta work so i can talk to him. :) - - baby i dont know where i would be without you - - i love you
**thats all for now, i'll chill on the computer a bit, finish my coffee and start my day the best way i know how....w/ my freddy k <3 always** see you later!!!!