Mar 11, 2008 17:36
I am looking for signs to lead me where I need to go.
He may be the most wonderful and gentle boy I have ever met in my life. Although I've thought that before and been very wrong. I just get very true and great vibes from him, the way he kisses and holds me is like nothing I've ever really felt......It kind of scares me a little but we're so compatible. He's wonderful.
But he's in TN and I don't think I want to stay here but I'm torn, so torn.
It's actually really good being back and having my closest friends in the same town.
I have a job here if I want to stay for awhile and play it out.
And it's so refreshing to be living with Lucas again.
I just don't know yet. Ugh, I hate decisions.