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I found a camera in my closet. It belongs to my sister or at least it used to before I decided that it is MINE MINE MINE since she so carelessly left it here.
I wish I knew how to work it.
Its beautiful.
Im proud to say that this will be the first week in a long time that I've attended all my classes, been to work everyday, and done everything I've had to do. Getting stuff done feels ok. I'd rather be asleep, though.
I was up late last night chit-chatting with people (well, one person) from my past and I got angry.
Angry because it isn't fair. It always seems like no one gives a shit until you STOP giving a shit. THEN they want your attention. THEN they want an explanation. THEN they want a place in your life when the position has been filled. I realized a long time ago that this couldn't work out and its stupid because I would have loved it to.
YOU fucked up.
Not me.
I'll stand by that forever.
It won't bother me, really. ((that's a lie))
Just when im in the car or I hear some lame song that soundtracked my high school years and I'll think about you and us and all that shit that I went through and I'll hate you for it.
Welcome home.
Fuck yyyyoooouuuuuu.
I wish I knew how to work it.
Its beautiful.
Im proud to say that this will be the first week in a long time that I've attended all my classes, been to work everyday, and done everything I've had to do. Getting stuff done feels ok. I'd rather be asleep, though.
I was up late last night chit-chatting with people (well, one person) from my past and I got angry.
Angry because it isn't fair. It always seems like no one gives a shit until you STOP giving a shit. THEN they want your attention. THEN they want an explanation. THEN they want a place in your life when the position has been filled. I realized a long time ago that this couldn't work out and its stupid because I would have loved it to.
YOU fucked up.
Not me.
I'll stand by that forever.
It won't bother me, really. ((that's a lie))
Just when im in the car or I hear some lame song that soundtracked my high school years and I'll think about you and us and all that shit that I went through and I'll hate you for it.
Welcome home.
Fuck yyyyoooouuuuuu.