May 01, 2005 16:58
well break was pretty fun.friday i went to the mall with hayley and her moms party. then 30 hr famine. that was really fun. saturday finished the famine and came home.and today i cleanend and signed up for swimteam.
anyway alot of crap is going on.the one person i thought i could tell everything to is now a complete jerk. and i think he/she hates me now and is just using me for something.so i tried talken to someone else but they were a jerk. in the end they both made me feel like total shit. and a few of my friends are like being jerks to and blah. uh whatever its crazy.
mmm and i think i like him again-alot but i dont know if i should like him cause yeah and theres like no chance and yeaand i kinda like this other guy and he likes me but i cant go out with him cause my friend likes him.blah i like the other guy more though.
and i need some time to myself cause i realized some stuff and yeah i need to sort all this crap out...mhm
well tommorows dance and rehersal for the spring thing.then tuesdays the performance and me n melissa havnt learned half the dance :/ ohwell
xO funny how one minute you ask them why do you do this, when the next minute you find yourself doing the same exact thing as them...Ox