Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me......
Man this biking and working out for an extra hour a day not only improves my game today, which we unfortunatly tied to moreau..ugh!!!..but it has made me a lot happier and see a lot of things in a different light, especially forgiveness. A lot of the dumb things that i thought meant so much to me and I cried about just but a week ago, I don;t see i need to waste me time on anymore, its dumb drama, mainly over a boy, and any last anger or agression i need to get out over it i just get it out on the bike...it really great, i work harder and push myself more all because of things bottled up in me. I swear everyone should go take a spinning class at a gym near you or something, cuz its a great way to get things out..do it!....and i also realized something tonight....i honestly can say i don't like any guys!!!...i mean sure i can be "intrested" or have a "raised eyeborw" over a guy, but its nothing like i really want them with me....and its a great feeling, becuase i really believe God doesnt want me to have a boyfrend and just focus my time on school and sports...and im finally happy with that.....and basically the song for the day sums up how i feel.....good times
ong of the day: Rough Draft-Yellowcard
Like a Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night, I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash
A nice setting for heartache, where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fairweather smiles
And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone before you knew that I was there
ong of the day: Rough Draft-Yellowcard
Like a Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night, I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash
A nice setting for heartache, where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fairweather smiles
And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone
Like Saturday night, I'll be gone before you knew that I was there