ONTDBB Asks: with Jessie Claire "Killer" Kowalksi

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So a few weeks ago I asked my fellow ONTDBB members to suggest and +1 any questions they could think or want to ask you, and the response was incredible! Now we here at ONTDBB can be very random & witty, yet manage to keep it cute but can also talk about serious issues & topics when needed (and during your season, it was quite often! lol). So it did get a little cray!

But I managed to collect the questions we as a community at large decided would be worthy of your attention and I personally think we got a mix of great, funny, & interesting questions!

Hopefully you have fun answering most of these or at least find some form of amusement while doing so. Know that we love you here on ONTDBB regardless and rooted for you the whole season! We're so grateful you're even taking some of your free time out of your surely hectic post season schedule.

Our first question is by blowinmoneyfast and they wanted to know, "What CDs did you request for your HOH basket?"

-Daft Punk,"Random Access Memories"
-John Mayer, "Where the Light is: Live in Los Angeles"
-Alt-J, "An Awesome Wave"
-Lana Del Rey, "Born To Die: Paradise Edition"

Something I learned was that they usually gave us really old CD's. I probably would have gotten John Mayer, "Room for Squares" This is probably to prevent any major copyright infringement on the feeds.

The second is by our beloved user, brennans, and they asked "What was it like in the jury house? Amanda said in an interview they had to confiscate the alcohol because of Elissa. Is this true?"

The jury house is really beautiful. It sits up in the Hollywood Hills and looks down on a valley filled with beautiful flowers, trees, and other beautiful homes. It is 3 stories. There was a movie theater with rows of reclining lazyboy recliners where we watched hours of scary movies and Sex and The City. We swam in the pool, much bigger and nicer than in the BB house, and sat in the hot tub. There was a steam room and a gym. We played lots of games. Apples to Apples is a jury house favorite. Previous house guests have written on all of the cards. Candice loved Scattegories! Painting was a big deal as well. Helen painted almost everyday and left the house with close to 15 paintings. We always had fresh groceries to cook with.

I would get really excited when a new house guest came in because the day would go by faster and we would get updated on what was going on in the house.

We did have alcohol up until the night that Amanda and Elissa came into the house. It sucked because we had a little 20's party later that week and had to drink cream soda LMAO.. oh well! I basically quit drinking by the end of my stay in jury. As for the details about that night you would have to ask those girls. :0

Now this next question is quite loaded and asked by exlenne, who is known for being quite the polarizing and controversial member himself. Its a long one with a ton of context but he asked;

"I know it is kind of breaking your rules (and like super controversial and she probably won't want to answer anyway) but it needs to be asked:

She was in the room for all of bedgate. She heard the "black coming out" comment. She saw Aaryn imitating Candice with her over the top "ghetto voice" act. She saw GM hop up and get into Candice's face.

So why did she tell others later that Candice was responsible and that there was no racism? Jessie was single-handedly responsible for Helen and Elissa doubting Candice (Ed. note: This is obviously highly debatable but I disagree on this point), which is why ultimately they probably didn't want to save her weeks later. Jessie convinced them Candice was the problem element who was trying to make Aaryn look racist. WHY?!

I know it's in the past and she fell out with Aaryn after it all was said and done but I could not understand why she chose Aaryn over Candice and made Candice out to be the source of the "racism" "lies" in the house and it really bothered me so I'd like to hear what she has to say about it.

but that's not gonna happen lbr w/e I still love her <333333333"

Well there you have it! And even though he had his mind set on it probably not being answered I reached out to you previously to make sure you'd be up for it and like I thought, you were! This particular question had a lot of interest by our members so I'm sure they'll really appreciate your answer to this one.

When I thought back to that moment as I was explaining it to Helen and Elissa I didn't remember any racist remarks being SAID. The Sheniqua impersonation was derogatory but there wasn't any specific name calling or outright put downs with respect to race, that i could remember.

When I watch it back I see all the other remarks being thrown around at that time which I was unaware of and that makes bedgate more intense because of the context.

I was in the middle of defending myself and I really couldn't get involved at that point at the risk of hurting my game.

Candice had been a target from week 1 and I think I was afraid to align with her knowing that. I was playing the game and thought that if I helped keep the target on Candice, it wouldn't be on me.

Now taking it back to a more lighthearted level, tipping4_2 asked a 3 part question "Jessie who's your fav BB alumni? Who is your fav past HG from the seasons that you watched? And what would be your dream alliance?"

I've always said that I really like Dan, Dani Donato, Jeff & Jordan, Keesha, and Ian. Dani Donato is the one houseguest who I looked up to and made me want to play the game. My dream alliance would be Dan, Dani, Ian, and Keesha.

cameltoee asked a question I particularly was interested in hearing your opinion on, since I don't think anyone besides Elissa, Candice, and you deserve a spot in All-Stars but I'm obviously biased! They said, "Who from your season do you think is deserving of all stars? Who would you like to play with from past seasons?"

I would love to come back for Allstars with Candice, Elissa, or Judd. I would like to play with Dani or Ian.

blowinmoneyfast asked "While in the house, who did you think was going to be popular among fans?"

I knew Elissa was going to be a fan favorite based on her MVP status. I also thought the fans would enjoy Candice, Howard, Judd, and hopefully me! :)

Now I know you're most likely limited in the way you can answer these type of questions since "youre not allowed to talk about production" after the show but mosha_1 asked "What was debriefing like after the finale? And did anyone have a meltdown?"

They split us into groups. I was in the non-controversial group so the debriefing was quick and painless!

waxandstrings asked "From the episodes you've watched so far, what has been the most shocking thing you've learned? And how would knowing it then have changed something you did?"

Seeing Andy lie was the most shocking thing to see. Shameless! I would not have trusted him as much. But my instincts were dead on with Helen.

memorylapses' question I'm piggy backing onto the previous one since they're both asking things in the same line of thought, and its "Knowing what you know now, what strategy/alliance do you wish you could've had?"

I wish I could have had an alliance with Helen, Elissa, Candice, and Howard.

Now shanny_w is known for being quite the comedian around these parts and found it amusing in wanting to ask you this completely factual question and apparently so did many other members, lol! They asked "Are you aware that Amanda and Aaryn both bleached their buttholes with honey and lemon juice while in the BB house? So freaking desperate OH MY WORD."

I had no idea. No Comment.

hera_bearrra wanted to know "Who got the most accurate edit? And who got the most inaccurate edit?"

Elissa got the most accurate edit. I got an inaccurate edit in the beginning but it evened out later in the season.

pronkoforder asked something that kind of goes hand in hand with the previous question and it was "Who has acted the most different outside of the house then they did when the cameras were on them?"

I haven't seen very much difference but I haven't seen all of the house guests.

Since I believe your season was the first being filmed in HD, megasourwarhead wanted to know "Now that you've watched the episodes, who (physically) looks the most different on TV from real life?". Also "What TV shows did you miss watching the most?"

I think I look the most different! LOL the camera really does add weight.
I missed watching Breaking Bad, Walking Dead, Real Housewives, and GLEE.

kirby_b asked probably one of the most important questions of all, it being "Tbh all I wanna know is; fuck, marry, kill: mccrae, jeremy and judd? Also I think she needs to see this:


(Ed. Note: Which I think you saw during your first visit to ONTDBB, right? The night that produced this was epic tho! Iconic.)

Mccrae- K
Jeremy-F
Judd-M

Finally leaving powerbottom in the rightfully deserved position, the bottom, he asked "As you watch the season, and from your own experience at the finale BB parties, do you still plan on keeping in contact with everyone in the house like you told Jeff? Or has the whole ~the house is so stressful so things happen/people say things they shouldn't~ excuse faded and you've decided to only keep in contact with a select few~?"

My door is always open to getting to know people outside of the house. That doesn't mean I'm going out knocking on people's doors though..

And before we finally wrap all of this up, we wanted to do a word association game with you and the rest of your houseguests. So I'll list everyone, including you, and give us one word or phrase you think best describes them!

David: Brainfreeze
Nick: Shady
Jeremy: Tall
Kaitlin: Wild Child
Howard: Prayerful
Candice: Diva
Jessie: Free Spirit
Helen: Ambitious
Aaryn: Slinky
Amanda: Shocking
Elissa: Caring
Judd: Outspoken
McCrae: "I don't know"
Spencer: Storyteller
Ginamarie: Amusing
Andy: Jester

Well this finally concludes all our ONTDBB user submitted questions and to be honest, it was a lot more than I initially intended it to be when I first suggested it. I hope you had fun answering and it wasn't too overwhelming. I honestly hope you stick around and interact here with us at ONTDBB whenever you have a chance, we truly enjoy your presence! Lots of love and support from ONTDBB!<33

Love you guys! Be back soon! <3 <3 <3