Feb 02, 2008 23:56
Mom bought me Guitar Hero.
Why? I'm a brat/bitch sometimes.
I've been so bored and annoyed.
So
I wanted it.
I just keep taking these supplements
to make me better.
They're awful.
I'm so fucking cranky.
And I'm mad.
I'm fucking mad.
Because I feel like shit.
And I don't deserve it.
You had it too good and
didn't know what to do with what you had.
I don't care; it's true.
And I'm sorry you couldn't appreciate it.
But I'm still mad. Because I was able to.
I did everything. And I got nothing.
What the fuck.
I don't blame you. I don't know who I blame.
I'm just fucking annoyed as hell.
I need to go to gym before I have a coniption.
Tomorrow probably thank god.
FUCK.
I hate thinking sometimes. You're good one minute
and the next you're not.
Nothing is ever stable, is it?
At least stick around.
Don't be a shitty friend. But forth some effort
with this, at least.
I have a lot of anger lately. It's not good.
Ashley, you're fucking moron. Are you a fucking five year old?
Enjoy your life of wimping out and always being put down because you have no balls.
You think you do but you fucking don't.
Remember when you were going to get "carpe diem" as a tattoo?
You don't seize the Ashley, you fucking "sit" the day.
You're a fake. So yeah, count me as another shitty person you're not going to deal with.
Appreciate it greatly.
Hopefully I won't have to fight with OCCC Monday about me being out a week.
Why am I so straight foward lately?
What the fuck is wrong with me?