Aug 30, 2005 00:35
I think the title of this entry is what we are all feeling, or at least myself and a select few.
Sure theres tons of drinking and partying in college, but is that because there's nothing else to do?
I feel like no matter who I meet here it will never come anywhere close to what I have at home.
There's no one here that I want to call up and just do nothing with.
No offense to anyone, (especially if your from hartford and are reading this), but I just haven't found my group here. There are a bunch of cool guys and cool girls that I would definitely call friends, but back home I had about 16 best friends.
Thank god we listen to emo music.
At least I will be making music.
Is a transfer in my future?
I want to be always honest with myself, and if I'm not having fun I won't lie to myself and try convince others that I am.
I will not be brought down.
Just one person here, like back home, would be golden. Even if that never happens, I can survive on my own. Maybe this was meant to happen. Maybe its supposed to just be me and my music for a while, hey I'll give it a shot.