Jun 05, 2005 04:10
Concerning God's great plan, destiny, the chosen path, etc.
Every life starts out like the trunk of a full grown tree. Solid, pure, and all flowing in one direction. If you step back and look at the tree, this is how God's path for you; being a tree you cannot get up and leave, (no pun intended), decide where your roots lie, or decide where your branches grow. What you can do, is decide which branch you wish to take. In the end you only have one solid line so it is essentially just one big stick, but, if you consider all of the possibilities your life could have been any one of those end points on the tree.
Now, with that in mind, one of those endpoints is by far stronger than the rest. They are all weak in the end, but one of them was just a little thicker, a little stronger, a little healthier than the rest. This is the one you wish to achieve. This is finding your soulmate, picking the right career, and living in the right house.
I'm glad I got that down.
This journal entry is different from all the rest.
For the first time, this journal entry has an audience.
That audience is Jenna Heinz.
I am sorry to say it but my thoughts on this will never be as pure as when it was just me. But, with that said, if it were anyone else besides her, things would be as far from pure as possible. So, in conclusion, if there were to be anyone reading this, I am glad it is you Jenna. I love you and always will.