Oct 30, 2008 07:31
I just cant see straight ne more and i dont really know what to do. It hurts so bad inside and i dont know what to do. I feel so empty inside. what's left ne more???? NOTHING!!!
i sometimes seem to think one thing and do another.
Although for the first time in my life i changed the way that i did things in my life, for what i thought was something real but i think it was all in my head. I thought things had changed but i guess nothing ever changes. I am going to end up like all the rest i can tell.
There is a saying "you have to love yourself before someone else can love you" i pretty sure i DO NOT know what love is!!!!
and every time i did it was a only a dream in my head
I think that i should have taken Mindy's advice!!!!
From here on out............is the question??????