People always laugh when they are suddenly aware of their awesomeness.
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Some people laugh mainly for this reason.
And then they go on out of embarassment for their sudden grandeur.
Out of pity for themselves and everyone around.
They fall on their backs. They tighten their tummies(god, what abs u can get laughing). They cry and bite and go kill em all (with guilt).
How high, light and empty you become breathing fast and with forceful.
And with the last gulp you are low, slow and full of yourself (and shit). All of a sudden.
It becomes clear who is the main enemy.
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ezra fucks alan.