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Well, started school yesterday...pretty gay. I have no easy classes whatsoever. That's what I get for being an overacheiver...It's 11 o'clock and I still have to do all of my homework.
This has been probably one of my best summers yet. Only because thanks to Ray. When I wasn't working, I hung out with him pretty much every free moment I got except when my padres were being dumb and said I couldn't. It's kind of funny that way because I said I'd hang out with all of my friends and we'd all make plans but with Ray I never had to make plans, it was just like this- Me:"Hey I'm not busy today want to hang out?" Him-"Yes, of course! When don't I?" I talked to him everyday too.
Tomorrow is mine and Ray's 11 months (on and off). It's crazy to think that we've been together that long without going out with anyone else. It doesn't seem like it's been that long really- but I'm glad it is and I'm glad it's only him. He's like my best friend- like the only other person to whom I can tell everything and my deepest secrets and he doesn't judge me and he doesn't laugh at them and he isn't scared by me. We can be joking around and teasing each other one minute and then the next be making out like mad. It makes me happy how we can laugh at each other and know that it's all in good fun and neither of us wants to/ tries hurt the other. We can be so honest with each other- it's amazing. My favorites are the late night chats we have when we don't have a care in the world except hearing the breathing and the heartbeat of the other and listening and hanging on every word. Those are the times when we can talk about anything and we bear our souls without having to worry about whether or not the other will think it's stupid. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone- seriously- and I feel things for him that I have never felt and didn't know I COULD feel. I didn't know I was even capable of this much love, but I guess I am and I'm soo happy that's it's all for him. I'm soo happy that we are still together. Ray I just love you.