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Good days with a few bad days like Sunday (anxiety for the first time in weeks) and yesterday (Monday) we noticed a painter leaving our old place. This means new neighbors next month which is freaking me out if they turn out to be smokers. Then I will be smoke poisoned in my own home again, something my health can't handle and moving again is not an option now since we can't afford a house due to money issues. We'd have to move to a much smaller place (which is why we didn't put in a bid for a house earlier this month-we would have to get rid of even more of our possessions AND fix the place up for it would have been livable) which is not an option, either.
My physical health with its adrenaline issue can't handle this. I was freaking and crying last night. I haven't cried for weeks.
Been doing lots of praying for non-smoking neighbors but this complex seems to attract smokers now due to the price and bad reviews and the fact the entire management and maintenance crew are chimneys.
I guess it's good we haven't unpacked much yet...
My physical health with its adrenaline issue can't handle this. I was freaking and crying last night. I haven't cried for weeks.
Been doing lots of praying for non-smoking neighbors but this complex seems to attract smokers now due to the price and bad reviews and the fact the entire management and maintenance crew are chimneys.
I guess it's good we haven't unpacked much yet...