I am extraordinary

Jun 28, 2008 00:37

I am extraordinary, I am a million things wrapped into a package. I am who I want to be, who I should be.

I am shy yet loud and quite obnoxious sometimes. A homebody that enjoys going out. I love to curl up next to people, cuddle, wrap myself up in them - but need space when I'm trying to fall asleep. I can be both the most hilarious and the most serious person you have ever met. I will stay up all night without even realizing it. I am a horrible speller. I will fight for my friends. I protect those I care about as much as possible. I am a lover and a romantic by nature. I am passionate. I am artistic, I want to be the greatest but have a long way to go. I am a photographer. I am good with colors and random modge podge collages. I pretend I can draw and paint sometimes. I've been trying to write a book - or something like it since I was 13. I was first published when I was 8. Sometimes I just don't want to match. I am unorganized and uncoordinated. I have a good memory when it comes to relationships and the way I interact with others, I have a horrible memory when it comes to other things. This happens because I believe so whole heartily in other people, and how we all affect each other. I love, people, places, things, ideas. I want to feel everything completely even when it hurts…It makes the good feel better. Sometimes I need to remind myself of this. I love having a photographic memory. I love my tattoos, I want more. I think they are beautiful, I thought about them for years before I got them, and regardless of what other people have said…I will never regret getting them because they are reminders of things which have passed. They remind me of something pure and simple which is extremely hard to come by anymore. I don't mind having my scars. They eventually fade, and even if they don't they'll all teach me something, or remind me of how far I've come. I have grown. I will keep on growing.

I want to be a good part of someone's day. I want to make people feel as beautiful as they all are. I want to change the people I know, I want to affect them. In a way, I want to change the world, by changing the people in it, hopefully for the better.  I want to be remembered.

[this was my pump up blog. / my thoughts on what i offer so to speak]
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