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I'm ok. Stupid but ok. I spent saturday evening at my moms. We went to dinner & I ate the largest steak in America. I even had dessert this extremely rich chocolate party in my tummy. My appetite is back in spades. After we went a light shopping at her downtown. Its not like shopping in the the city but it was fun. I spent the night saturday. We got home just in time to enjoy part of the gilmore girls marathon. We watched in bed. I kind of high jacked her room. So I finally talked to my mom about my knee. She was ok about it mostly concerned about me and anxious to talk to my doctor. We went to Schaumburg for shopping and brunch. We had brunch at the club and I got my birthday bottle of wine - they let me get champagne. My membership is wasted I almost never go eat there anymore. I haven't cracked the bottle yet.
I feel better about my knee because I had a friend in town sunday and we talked about it and he had a friend who had a similar surgery and is doing great. His friend had the surgery over a year ago and has a very physical job. One that makes dancing look like pro sofa warmer. He wanted to hang out sunday late and I wasn't expected home. I dunno I just needed mom time and definitely didn't need any extra guy complications. I must say at very least he is always friendly to me never makes me question his intentions. That is so refreshing.
I am waiting for the doctors office to call me with times and info. I will be glad to not be in pain.
It was nice to be with her, she makes everything seem its manageable. She was telling me how proud she was of me & I couldn't help thinking that since graduation I hadn't done anything to be proud of but she seems not to see that. I'm lucky.
I feel better about my knee because I had a friend in town sunday and we talked about it and he had a friend who had a similar surgery and is doing great. His friend had the surgery over a year ago and has a very physical job. One that makes dancing look like pro sofa warmer. He wanted to hang out sunday late and I wasn't expected home. I dunno I just needed mom time and definitely didn't need any extra guy complications. I must say at very least he is always friendly to me never makes me question his intentions. That is so refreshing.
I am waiting for the doctors office to call me with times and info. I will be glad to not be in pain.
It was nice to be with her, she makes everything seem its manageable. She was telling me how proud she was of me & I couldn't help thinking that since graduation I hadn't done anything to be proud of but she seems not to see that. I'm lucky.